Ronda Rousey suicidal after Holly Holm loss – UFC icon Ronda Rousey has revealed that her upset loss to Holly Holm made her so depressed she became suicidal.
“I was literally sitting there and thinking about killing myself and that exact second I’m like ‘I’m nothing, what do I do anymore and no one gives a sh*t about me anymore without this,’ ” she said amidst tears on the Ellen DeGeneres Show.
“To be honest I looked up and I saw my man Travis was standing up there and I looked up at him and I was like, I need to have his babies. I need to stay alive.”
“I was like why did this happen? I do believe all the best things come from the worst things,” she went on. “Every worst thing that happened in my life resulted in the absolute best things and I tried to think what is the reason of all this and I’m thinking like what my actual purpose is and maybe just winning all the time isn’t what’s best for everybody.”