Future has been quite silent on his failed relationship with Ciara, but is now opening up about the whole debacle.
The Monster rapper spoke to journalist Elliot Wilson in part 1 of his online documentary, Like I Never Left.
In the interview, Future revealed that he wasn’t comfortable with a lot of things.
“I feel like I’m just losing by myself and I’m not responsible for the situation that I’m putting myself in. I took so much advice, I put myself in so many situations and I was like, ’Man I can’t be out here. I gotta just go back home. I gotta record, I gotta back comfortable with doing the music that I’m doing.’”
Future revealed that Ciara didn’t want to work with him on a follow up to Body Party, which he said threw him off.
“We finished the album before she just dropped and she didn’t want us to be a part of it at first, and I’m like, ’Damn we just came off a number one and you go straight to Dr. Luke and start working with him,” Future said.
“So me and Mike Will, we didn’t even get a chance to work on the album — the last album, even though we had a number one, coming off a number one. I thought that was a little weird.” and we’re still in a relationship, so it was like, sh-t kinda threw me off.”
He also revealed he called time on the wedding because he didn’t want a large wedding with cameras and fanfare.
“At the same time, we were about to go and get married. She was like, we need to [choose]a date and go on and do it, and I’m like, ‘No. I’m not finna get married. I want to marry you but I can’t have no big wedding on E! News, I can’t have these media outlets cover my wedding… I’m not comfortable with where I’m at in my career, I’m not comfortable about compromising.”
“Being the man that I am, I feel like my better judgment is to go back and record and make the music that I know the people want. I know they want the ratchet **** from me, I know they want me to say the most disrespectful **** it is because I came in like that. I gotta say some off the wall **** to get people’s attention. And I felt like I knew what I was doing. I said it, and then ****, I had to do it.”
Watch the interview below.